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"Everyone's so engrossed in finding their own happy endings
thay they tend to overlook the ones leaving their lives.. and those that should stay.
&for some people, their happy endings may just be something as simple as moving on.."

IT'S 2 MORE DAYS TO FINAL YEAR EXAMS!!??



Lookin' at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night
Wrapped around your finger, always in my mind
The days would blend 'cuz we stayed up all night
You and I were anything, everything to me

I just want you to know
That I've be fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through
And then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe
That there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say
I would do it all again
I just want you to know

All the doors are closing
I'm trying to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty
From the day, the day you slipped away

That since I lost you
I lost myself
No I can't fake it
There's no one else

bleagh i've been having tuition marathons everyday after school since tuesday. that explains why i'm so tired. dammit. i wanna mug but my mind feels as though it's gonna collapse.
fishball was nice for once cos she allowed us to do self study for the assembly period.
hahas horny yong is so despo nowadays, she's like trying to grab any free periods she could get her hands on to finish her bio syllabus =\ like this morning kongkong announced that there wont be any assembly periods from this week onwards, ms yong was like " yeah, naturally." when someone asked her if there was gonna be bio. poor horny)))=

tsk. and i miss charl. shall talk to her tomorrow. we shall make the effort to maintain this friendship this time sia. losing a friend and gaining an enemy isn't a nice feeling.

fawn and i are going head over heels with the day you went away/have you ever :D


did i lose my love to someone special
and that she loves you like i do;
i do.
you know i really really do.


..and now, we really really know eh?



my head's spinning terribly since afternoon. eurgh go away you sickening headache. GGRRRRRRRR!!!
please?

maybe i wasn't at all hard on myself.
sweeet; bitttter.
i dont wanna waste my time.
but like what u once said: it's not easy. (because i dont hate u)



"words are voices of the heart." confucious


The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
"i won't let you fall" rmb?

this could be the humdredth and one time that i'm feeling this way.

it's so tiring today. had tuition till 7pm but school was alright. malvina made us write on "pain". hmm should i say it's sensitive? shuddup sam. i dont feel like writing my compo now )= shall do maths


walk down the trail left behind by my bittersweet tears and you'll see.



Sometimes it's wrong to walk away
Though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just want to change the way the world goes round

Tell me
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way I feel about you and me
Baby have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know
'Cos I loved and lost the day I let (you go)

Can't help but think that this is wrong
We should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I finally realise
It was forever that I found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

I really want to hear you say
That you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away
Can't you see
I know the moment's gone
I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

why do we never know what we've got till it's gone.




oh face it.
knowing what is contented.
*
i see it when the story's replaying itself.

tired.

Acids/Bases/Salts
- alkali reacts with solutions of many metal ions to form insoluble metal hydroxides.

Fe(2+) : forms a green precipitate/insoluble in excess sodium hydroxide
Fe(3+) : forms a brown precipitate/insoluble in excess sodium hydroxide
Cu(2+) : forms a blue precipitate/insoluble in excess sodium hydroxide
Ca(2+) : forms a white precipitate/insoluble in excess sodium hydroxide

Al(3+) : forms a white precipitate/soluble in excess sodium hydroxide [sodium aluminate]
Zn(2+) : forms a white precipitate/soluble in excess sodium hydroxide [sodium zincate]
Pb(2+) : forms a white precipitate/soluble in excess sodium hydroxide [sodium plumbite]

all nitrates, hydrocarbonates, salts of Na/K/NH4+ are soluble.
chlorides, iodides, bromides are soluble except for salts with Pb and Ag.
sulphate(2-) are soluble except for Pb, Ag and Ba.


shall stop here. sighx
放遺憾的美丽 停在这里

the stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.


hahas. i think i'll going to be a loser for the next few weeks(: cos i can't afford to lose anymore time. stupid ni dint reply to my message. anyway lessons've been kinda boring but i realise that every geog lesson in the AVT passes extremely fast, dont ask me why((:

PE was FUN!! today. we played softball and it simply reminded me of the sec one times when fawn and i were 'best partners' at fielding :D and i remembered how blur we were that time and diane had to rack her brains to explain the game in the simplest method she could HAHAS(: oh and not to forget, she whacked my right in my right eye while demonstrating how to bat =/ and, that was real pain. softball and baseball tennis rawks :DDD

mugging hard for chem now. i guess i'll have to spend more time with my books, which means i'll have to sacrifice some of my sleep ))= I THINK I'M DIABETIC!! sheesh =X i shall buy coffee tmr morning and give fawn her blardy FULL BLAST!! stink. tsk and that black phone. i like it :D

shall return to chem. toodles )=

如果云是天空的呼吸 风是我慌张的叹息

it's raining man. woman. children. cats and dogs. okays im lame =/ just bathed and i smell nice((: IT'S THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL TODAY!! hahahs.. cow and fawn were late. i thought linyi will be late too but she turned up at the parade square! shutup sam. diane ang was kinda cranky today, oh wells.

HAHHAS then fawn and i were so bored so we decided to tease jingchun(: that girl arhs.. keep a very tight lookout for her name one sia. like if you whisper "ZIN CHOO" she'll reply you. ahahahs so the whole time fawn and i were like "ZIN CHOO" and she keeps giggling like some siao cha bo in her seat(: and i remembered when we way back in sec one, we used to talk bout each other's pri school. and so, whenever we mention "gongshan primary" she'll perk up with her eyes WIDE open. HAHAHAHAHHHAS oops. :DDDDD (those were the days) anyways we tried "gongshan" then "chin meng" then "michael". eeerr.. she was laughing till her ears go red larhs. like going to PENG alr :DDDDD oh and feifei said that people who are diabetic feel sleepy in the day? hmmm.. and we SHOULD breed aides mosquitoes in our school. so we dun need to take EOY if we kena. =/

went to PP after school with julie jozette and bear. ohmygosh we were talking bout the anonymous sms that jules and i received from cow and joz on friday night. cos jules and i both received similar smes from them simultaneously but joz and cow kept denying that they dint. it's kinda complicated but it's really eerie. =X joz thinks that it's got to do with the ghost film "the tale of the two sisters"? HAHAHHAHS =/

done some emaths(: reading up on bio later. i totally cant make up what that horny yong was saying this afternoon larhs. IM A PIECE OF DEAD SHIT.


reminder:
CH 8 9PM SHOW
ANTM AT 1030 (naima/kahleen/brittany rawks!! that woman with skin disease should get lost) :DDDDDDD

-gulps-

school's reopening tomorrow =/ AND I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING AT ALL!! i wonder is there really enough time to finish revision for ALL the subjects. i guess i'll have to sacrifice one, which will be my combined humans. I SUCK AT THAT, that is.

sheesh and the most horrible thing is that i've gained back 2kg out of the 3kg that i've shed during the junes. sighx. time passes fast eh? i had never like the holidays. it induces me to slack and eat and sleep and GET FAT arhs. =/ booooo.. and my hair's getting out of control. stupid hair )=

awwww.. and i had another nice dream last night :D see.. prayers can be answered in your dreams. hahas but damnit, they changed the lead in my dreams )= hehs but at least they replaced it with someone nice too(:
okays.. i bet no one knows what i'm blabbering about here :DDD

maia's chinese songs aren't that bad. hmm..

hmm the toilet's calling for me now. shall complete hothoy's emaths later(:
oh.. and i haven't done the 'discipline' compo for malvina lim =/


怪只怪我没有犹豫
怪只怪一个人在黑夜里需要你的拥抱才可以

yes93.3's been playing many many of those nice songs that i like :D and i'm still listening to it now. songs that have made me all nostalgic =/ sad sad.

我只是看着你 了解的神情 微笑扬起 又能继续

done some amaths. an urge to do. oh wells. it's one minute to the repeat of superstar's finals. shall catch it again cos i wanna see my derrick and junyang!! AAAAAHHHHH :DDD
hahas. last night i had a very weird dream. very very weird. i couldn't recall the first part but the ending is still so vivid in my mind. i looooove it<3>_<


我打開盒子拿出生日你送我的項鏈
眼框裡落下都是為你留的眼淚

愛情要消失的瞬間
是你要離開那一夜
在一個冰冷的雨天
或了好久我還能感覺

回憶起失去的昨天
你的聲音我聽不見
那次分開我們說好不會再見


wishes will come true in your dream, if you pray hard enough.
dreams are imaginary places that we can escape from reality.
; haven. sobs

我孤单 我不安
思绪被封住了口
黑夜却还是不罢手
强颜欢笑背后
在暗淡中摸索
我祈祷 只愿你听得到

从分开 到现在
我过的我在习惯
伤痛却依然在扩散
时间不听使唤
为回忆上了锁
这段情 我已放不开

listening to genghong's 情画 (qing hua) on repeat. it's jay's new creation. I'M TOTALLY MOVED BY THAT SONG!! i realised i have a soft spot for jay's songs. i dunno why but his songs just never. fails. to tug my heartstrings. it does heals my soul at times. that's why i looooove him so much<3333 tsktsk. or maybe it's just me.

this whole entry's gonna be bout that song :D the beginning of the song's so heart wrenching larhs. so sad )= sobs. i remembered the previous song that jay wrote was 一路向北 (yi lu xiang bei) and i was utterly shocked by that song. dont ask me why. it just touched me so much, so much so that i broke down in class on two occasions while i was singing it to myself. silly it may be. but i did.

AND NOW THIS SONG. hmm but it's such a pity jay's not the singer of the song. it's genghong. =/ i wonder why jay's always giving away all the nice nice songs. this song can jolly well be his hit single for his up coming album. =/ oh wells. he's kind what.


maybe i shall change my playlist one day. all the songs up there are so.. not hip anymore. hahas. (and 情画 shall be one of the new songs on my list [= ) oh gosh. my typing speed's becoming slower =\ wake up hands!!

training was slack. hahahs but i like it((:

i'm home alone again. mom and brother's at PP collecting my dad's phone that my mom sent for repair a few days ago. shall bathe after i finish this post. wheeee the pangsais had lunch at jack's place again and they changed the menu!! mwhahahs.. cow, fawn sophia and i ate the cutlet thing. julie is forever taking baked rice((: and xinni took the fish fingers. tsk.. it looked better than mine )= shall order that next time [=

sheesh. am i suppose to feel worried? cos i haven't been studying much. i've been going out for trainings and blah blah =/ i shall mug harder!! yesh. i should.

oh shoots. i shouldn't have drunk cold water. NOW MY STOMACH HURTS!! )))= i had cramps just now during training and my good lickle juniors gave me painkillers(: oooh and the pink is so nice :D the pill reads: panadol menstrual so cool so cute i dint wanna eat it :DDD i shall ask my mom to get more of those pills so i can carry them around with me(:

NAIMA ROCKS MY SOCKS!!!! :DDDDDDDD

it's the holidays :DDD
nah.. shouldn't be at least happy bout it. ))))=

oh gosh.. i'm really morphing into a nerd =/ every day, every minute, every second i'll be worrying bout my finals and i've been carrying my chem text everywhere i go ( eg. kbox/ tm/ spex ) OH NO!! hahahs.. i'm like so dead. WHY IS EVERYONE DOING TRIGO? and i seem to be the odd one out doing chem =X
( i AM revising chem now =/ )

went kboxing yesterday with xinni julie and sophia. HAHAS we found that song that kelly sang during finals part I. that song that she sang when she had cramps! -coughJOZcough- hahahs((: her entrance was weird.. it felt like the tape actually jammed halfway. anyway, the song title's WHAT UP xinni and i were screaming at the top of our lungs tho ( .. and i scream on the top of my lungs WHAT'S GOING ON!!! ) :DDDD we sang many many many many songs that the superstar contestants sang(: i miss kbox now )=

因为太了解 我无法坚定
这一次会要掉眼泪的决定
有些遗憾只能一个人听
很对不起
我还是珍惜 所有的事情

boohoo )= i dint get to buy my voodie. bleagh partially cos i dint know which part of century square was it =/ and then i found out it was at aries. this voodie's the cheapo one compared to the xcraft one. ehs it cost 8 bucks lesser BUT it works just the same :D went to the arcade tho, ni and i played LOST WORLD. i <3333>

OOOH.. AND I HAVE TO MENTION THAT GELARE TASTES HEAVENLY :DDDD

• electrostatic force: the force of attraction between the positive charge on the nucleus and negative charge on the electrons.
• diamonds are hard because of the strong covalent bonds that is holding onto the atoms as well as the rigid tetrahedral structure that that atoms are arranged in. diamonds exist as a giant crystal lattice.
• intermolecular forces are broken upon heating but not the intramolecular forces as the covalent bonds holding the atoms together are very strong. on the other hand, the intermolecular force is weak and therefore, little energy is required to break it and because of this, covalent compounds have low bp/mp.

SHHH.. nerdification in process again :D
buhbyes and goodnight.

my mom bought me a new phone and it's a nokia this time. 3230. BUT THIS PHONE'S MAKING ME FEEL SO GUILTY!! =/ i think i should return her a hundred bucks or something. but the sad sad thing is that all my nice nice pictures i've accumulated over the months ARE GONE!!! )))= nevermind larhs.. i can have a new start((: I REALLY SHOULD JOIN MEDIACORP!! hahahahas :D neverminds.. not everyone knows what im talking bout.

ooh and last night jozette called me and told me bout this website that's SO FARNIEH AND I SWEAR IT IS!! :DDDDDD both of us were laughing so hard over the phone bout it. she said jacq chua told her this url of a blog and it's updated by a tkgian (or maybe a group) and they disguise themselves as the leaders of tk ( loke/ terri/ chia ) whoever wants the url can come find me cos i dont wanna disclose it and get them into trouble HAHAHAS..