hear tis' sweet-nothings
thay they tend to overlook the ones leaving their lives.. and those that should stay.
&for some people, their happy endings may just be something as simple as moving on.."
Saturday, July 26, 2008
tomorrow's cancelled; 10:58 PM
oh look! HAHA
tdy's the first time i felt giddy mugging after so so so long i.e. it's a rather productive daybut it's not so productive cos i've only completed a teeny tip of my iceberg of homework/revision ):
oh no no.. the stress level's growing esp when i see people around me doing aome serious revision /:
anw, studied @ the esplanade lib with julie &we thought we could catch the fireworks display for n'day rehearsals BUT wth they made us wait for 1/2hr and there was NO FIREWORKS.
pfffffft.
oh &i had a v horrendous nightmare last night. i think i kicked my pillow &pushed my handphone onto the floor while dreaming. damn action packed.
well, dreams were meant for sleeping. right?
(today in a blink of an eye
i'm holding on to something and i don't know why i tried)
Monday, July 21, 2008
a lingering sign of damage; 11:43 PM
lin·ger [ling-ger] -verb1. to remain or stay on in a place longer than is usual or expected,
as if from reluctance to leave
2. to remain alive; continue or persist,
although gradually dying, ceasing, disappearing
3. to dwell in contemplation, thought, or enjoyment
Friday, July 18, 2008
butterflies in my tummy; 10:18 PM
omg i donated blood for the first time! :D yesyes i saved 3 lives with that bag of blood.
HAHA my blood flow was rather fast, my packet was full before i knew it(: luckily they jabbed local anesthesia if not i'd die of pain while the nurses wriggle the needle into my blood vessel ._.
germaine's accident was scary. her anesthesia didn't work properly omg /:
LOL &this was my happy bandage :D
hmmm.. jingchun's returning to australia tmr ):
Sunday, July 13, 2008
happysweet18 fawn! :D; 10:30 PM
it's non other than.. FAWN'S birthday today!
rendezvous @ clarke quay & manymany hilarious dares for the burfday girl HAHA.
rendezvous @ clarke quay & manymany hilarious dares for the burfday girl HAHA.
- earning hugs from strangers while wearing a pink robe
- star jumping in the middle of the pedestrain crossing & "honk if i'm hot" (which she earned 3 honks)
- getting a stranger to eat her LC cheese cake
- distributing 2 breadtalk breads to strangers
- requesting for a free drink frm any bar (she rlly got a lychee martini!)
- ramming into a pillar, intending to burst the balloon at her stomach &exclaiming at the end "oh shit! my baby's gone!"
&so, the very last gift was a bungee trip tgt with the other 2 july babies(: you guys sure know how to skkkerreeaammmmm!! HAHAHA
Friday, July 11, 2008
happysweet18 julie :D; 11:53 PM
..
.
when a painting falls from the wall, it makes a loud crash
when a glass breaks, it makes a shattering sound
when a boy falls, he cries
but when a heart breaks..
(it's completely silent.)
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
memories are the only constants; 11:46 PM
grr.. i'm always regretting the choices i make .v. i'm ultra indecisive &so not a natural decision-maker
i guess that's what libras are.
oh wells, this week seems to be passing at the speed of light &i feel like
i'm left behind from the rest of the world. not good.
i'm just feeling a lil melancholic hah. jingchun's birthday down i.e. 2 more july birthdays to go
HAHA so it's the get-pui period of the year, ohno no excuses to pon running ):
it's 12:03am but i still don't feel like turning in.
it's gonna be the end of GSS but i haven't bought a single clothing for myself
(which wasn't what i wanted)
i don't know why am i stressing myself &puny brain up when it's only july ._.
i don't know why am i taking so long just to type this entry.
i don't know why life in school is so monotonous.
i don't know why this entry became a verbal diarrhoea.
Monday, July 07, 2008
happysweet18 jingchun! :D; 9:41 PM
this was ripped from fawn's lj. :D
shall update some other time with the pictures, i'm exhausted.
meanwhile..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGCHUNN! :D:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGCHUNN! :D:D Sunday, July 06, 2008
whatever it takes; 6:59 PM
A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes
She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together,
I know you deserve much better
But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over
I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes