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jiamin
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i❤my shitzx to bitzx too!
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flyaway.
THE SHITXZ!
XUEWEN
CHARMAINE
MR.WILSON
CARIAN
JOSHUA
MICHEL
FAWN
BOONWEI
JINGCHUN
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"Everyone's so engrossed in finding their own happy endings
thay they tend to overlook the ones leaving their lives.. and those that should stay.
&for some people, their happy endings may just be something as simple as moving on.."


Saturday, June 23, 2007
; 11:20 PM

i don't know what's that feeling. the true reason for that emotion.
it stung, but it wasn't bad i know i've guessed it all along.
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the card game was quite accurate hmm?
Eternal Summer said "No one is born to be lonely."
serious? i suggest to get it checked.
(time will do the trick.. once again)


i saw your face, in a crowded place.
but it's time to face the truth.
i will never be with you.

Friday, June 15, 2007
; 11:37 PM

HIATUS. till JCTs are over ):


Meanwhile.. some eyecandies! ((:
P.S angel you gave me a really bad heart attack last night. i almost died ok lol! X:

SAX! :DD -hugs.
guess who? MR GORILLAAAAAA!
family potrait? hmm. LOVES
EWW. Mr.Longlashes aka kill-many-rabbits.
her EX-eyecandyyyyy (:


B-A-N-A-N-A-S!! :D












Thursday, June 07, 2007
i want my dosage ):; 9:23 PM

I LOVE TEMASEK POLY!!
it's dammmmn chio. serious :DD



booo. had training this morning and it was kinda of pathetic cos there was only 10 of us there. LOL
and training was bad today. we kept having so many drop balls, our 3v.s2 were crappy and we could see that coach was damn pissed /:
she kept saying i was flat. flat. flat ): sigh but we couldn't really do much at the D-area.
at first we were training on the field, correction: less than 1/4 of the field, while the other half of the field was occupied with the soccer girls.
then, mr tong cb came over to coach and requested if we could move somewhere else for training, cos he wanted to use the field for the soccer DSA tryouts. FINE!
grr everyone was complaining ): we came to train on the field, NOT the D-area! wth.
then we saw the sec 4s who came for the tryouts. there's this cchms guy whose hair is oh-so-hilarious-and-passe. his hair's like infested with splotches of copper dyed hair /: eeee i mean you either tint them or dye the whole head, but don't splotch them! omg. no fashion sense sia.


ooh and i got to see my 2nd eyecandy today :D omg i was so gayyy to think that he will come too but he didn't ): lol i was even more pantat to think that the person riding was him /: HAHA ok fine angel, i give up LOL.
you shuang lah.. everyday get to see your mr.big eyes (:
but then now you know he's from ahemcheeenaahem HAHAHA lol we learnt alot of things today right? tsktsk((:
booo but then i saw that girl. HAHA ok she shall not affect my mood.
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HAHAHA wheee i can't wait for tmr's outing with SAX :DDDD
ooh and angel and i drew lots of pictures yesterday when we couldn't concentrate on our books. LOL they're so cuuuute(x HAHAHHA
and i shall upload them tomorrow night aww. MONKEYY!
P.S xuewen you'll get a shock of your life when you see longlashes :D

Wednesday, June 06, 2007
this is what i call helpless.; 10:39 PM

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!
-SCREAMS!!!





i feel so useless and stupid because i can't seem to solve a single math question since morning. wth feck ): and i don't know and have no one to turn to for help. i can no longer find changli, nor alex. maybe pamela? but she's always so damn busy. WTFI FEEL LIKE HURLING VULGARITES AT SOMEONE!!!
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SAM YOU'RE SO BLOODY DENSE IN THE HEAD!!
BUT I DON'T WANT STRAIGHT Fs IN MY RESULT SLIP! OMG -CRIES.

FUN!; 12:49 AM

WOW! this is very cool. /:


Don't read the question(s) until you've named the 20 people.
1. xuewen
2. angelina
3. yiling
4. eugene chow
5. michel
6. eepin
7. mr. big eyes (someone's gonna be damn happy can?)
8. mr. long eyelashes (err i don't really know him)
9. joshua
10. eugene yao
11. jingchun
12. xinni
13. julie
14. fawn
15. carissa
16. alex
17. linyi
18. samuel the twin
19. my 2nd eyecandy (lol)
20. carian


How did you meet #14?
HEH we're classmates from sec 1 till 4. been in FAST& PANGSAIs together(:


What would you do if you didn't meet #1?
i think my life in JC won't be this crazyyy and i won't know so much mooooore. i love you woman!


What if #9 and #20 dated?
OMG HAHAHA THAT WILL BE DAMN FUNNY SIA! but too bad 20's taken. lol anyway, this means another scandal in 03/07!


Would #6 and #17 make a good couple?
OMG! do they even know each other existed? lol! highly highly impossible. HAHA(: tsktsk. anyway i won't let that happen. HAHA kidding :D


Describe #3
MY FIRST LP& WOMAN IN TJ!! hawhaw my fellow touch rugger too (:


Is #8 attractive?
err i haven't even met him yet. but to SOMEONE, yeah he definitely IS attractive (: haha!


Describe #7
well, he's not bad, plays his ball well (i hope!) but OHNO please don't open your mouth PLEASE! HAHA! (:


Know of any #12 family members?
HAHA YESYES i know chia mama!! and her NS brother. LOL (: oei ah ni, we can go to your house for another round of steamboat again right? ((:


What would you do if #18 confesses to you that she likes you?
laugh out loud i suppose? /: OMG cannot imagine LAHHHH. hmm let's see. that'll be sam and sam then! -.-


What language does #15 speak?
engleeesh. she's so not cheena lah. ok maybe sometimes.


Who is #9 going out with?
hmmm i'm not sure. HAHA maybe he sneaky sneaky paktor with someone. LOL ok i think it's jialiangjiangjialang!


How old is #16 ?
19 this year((:


When is the last time you spoke to #13 )?
yesterday!! whee we had a fun time right? (:


Who is #2's favourite band/singer?
i don't think angel has any.. right? lol who has one now anyway HAHA.


Would you ever date #4 ?
HAHAHA OMG BIG GUYYY!! err maybe.. if i want a piggyback ride. LOL (:


Would you ever date #1 )?
HUH xuewen? HAHAHA no thanks. tsktsk she's got mr.j and i've got mr.g!! :DD


Is #19 single?
ehhh i have no idea actually /: lol! i hope he's not! HAHA


What's #10's last name?
yao. i wrote it there already lah


Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?
HAHAHHAHAH I DON'T MIND HAVING A BF LIKE HER LOL! but she's a girl ):


School of #3 ?
TEMASEK JUNIOR COLLEGE!! (oh i love tj)


Where does #6 live?
friendster says he lives in BEDOK (x


What's your fave thing about #5?
he's always there for anyone who needs help! very approachable too(:


Have you seen #2 naked?
HAHAH ehh half-naked? ok with her bra on please. /: this is what happens when you change in the girls' toilet.
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WHEEEE HAHAHA this is sooo fun sia :DD
i shall blog another time. toodles!

Tuesday, June 05, 2007
skipped heartbeats ):; 12:20 AM

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN BEVERLY!! (:

4th June 2007
today was the most productive day since holidays started.
in the end i didn't need to bring my grandmother to the dentist, so i went mugging with julie in the library instead.
ahhh the good old memories. they can never be revived. how i miss them. how we missed them ):
it was exactly one year ago that we started going to the library to mug like shit for prelims. remembering those days when we really study from 9 to 6 and sometimes 8pm.
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i will not forget the four of us - julie, xinni, jingchun and i.
i will not forget how we arrived early, before 9am, just to wait for the opening of the study lounge& cheonging(lol) for seats.
i will not forget our lunches. mine was always yong tau fu. others were ban mian.
i will not forget how tuition stepped up as O's inched nearer and how i'd to rush between tuitions from the library to our tutor's home.
i will not forget how my meals got haywire cos of that. sandwiches was all i survived on.
i will not forget how no-life we were. everyday was nowhere but library& bugis. LOL(:
i will not forget the familiar faces that turned up everyday to join the mugging force with us.
(and i can only remember the VS guys, cos they're forever cladded in their TRACK&FIELD jackets lol. as well as this bunch of noisy J1s and julie's SHENG QUAN! rofl)
i will not forget the lethargy we all had to battle every morning, the boredom and zzz-monster in the afternoon after lunch.
i will not forget the songs in my ipod that triggers these memories.
i will not forget the automatic toilet flushes and taps(:
i will not forget the teh terik, mocha, tea etcetc and other gayyy drinks.
i will not forget the days when i reached home feeling feverish, after spending 11hrs trying to cram the whole biology textbook into your brain.
i will not forget how badly i needed more ram spaces (i still do now)
and lastly, i will not forget the toughness of those days and how we managed to pull everything through together. during june holidays as well as the study break before O's.
although those days were crazyyyy, we gained priceless memories. bittersweet ones :D
& even though we went our seperate ways:
julie& i - TJ; xinni - SAJC; jingchun - MJ & trinity college...
I STILL LOVE THE LIBRARY DWELLERS MANYMANY!! :DDDD
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yes and julie and i were there today. flipped the pages of our memories and reminisced.
during lunch and toilet breaks, we were yakking non-stop about hc camp and some things that are brewing in TJ(:
hahaha and i realised i met fawn's brother, clement at the dance concert lol /: abit slow.
it's nice. to be pouring all your gayy feelings out to your old friend who knows you like the back of her hand (i suppose!).
anyway we met up with xinni and cow at bugis street.
whee. xinni and i are mugging again on thurs. but i somehow think we won't be as efficient as last year. HAHA(:
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annddddd xuewen, thanks for calling me sia. LOL ok i shall keep quiet bout the bus incident here /:
wheee and feeding me with monkey's info. HEH i would really wanna see how monkey looked when you said "oh shit!" ((:
LOVES woman(: and don't worry too much about library, worst come to worst I'LL BURN IT DOWN FOR YOU(: heh and build manymany streetlamps for you can? hawhaw.
can't wait for fridayyyy!

hmm and there's chem thingye with alex and rachel tomorrow again.
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i said i'll let go. but your name just and still made me skip a heartbeat..
sadly. sigh.

Monday, June 04, 2007
; 1:13 AM

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN SHERLENE (FAT CHONG)!! (:
aiyoh hurry up slim down lah and stop saying i suck/ ask me to die, cos i don't and you know it(:

Sunday, June 03, 2007
; 8:09 PM

WHEEEE A BRAND NEW LAYOUT :DDD
haha lol. there's chemistry makeup tomorrow and i don't know if i should go /:
hmm or i should just go to nlb with julie? ok fine maybe i'll be left alone again tmr since no one's free.
anyway i bought new shoes and shirts and a belt! -guffaws. fine but i haven't got my skirt and shorts yet. argh.
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i feel like running.
and will my stomach stop aching ):

Saturday, June 02, 2007
shopping spreeee :D; 11:25 PM

lol ok i shall be nice and blog today(:

THURSDAY
it was danceeeeee concert, yes everyone's been talking about it. haha anyway my day didn't begin at the concert. i was supposed to meet angel at cityhall mrt at 12noon.. and i was late for 45minutes OOPS! /: haha poor angel had to loiter around.
i forced her to bring me to the donut factory at raffles heh BUT THE SHOP CHEATED MY FEELINGS ): i thought it was gonna be a hugggge magnificent shop with many chefs frying and icing the donuts behind one of those glass dividers, like the ones in breadtalk, but NO. i realised that it was only one puny little shop in the basement. yeah and the queue's crazily divided into three /: NOOOOOO I FEEL SO CHEATED!
fine at least the fragrance of the donuts and the prettayy display of them were real. HAHA :D
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& after that we window shopped at MARINA SQUAREEE! but not fun lah, we didn't shop thoroughly enough ):
topshop, mango, zara, dorothy perkins, etcetc(: as for lunch, we settled it at Hans. ooh like what a weird place.
and the kuku and fickle minded us took 15mins to decide what we should eat. YES angel i know libras are fickle minded AND SO ARE YOU CAN. lol(:
so in the end i had a beef burger with egg + teh si while angel had her fish set lunch.
blur angel forgot that it was vesak day and she couldn't collect her pay /: and so we toured ritz carlton and took a bus down to orchard. grr and i swear my soles were hurting like siao by then and it wasn't even anywhere near 7pm yet.
stupid angel kept complaining to me that she needed to pee, so we alighted at cine and used the toilet there -.-
ok then we met carian and mervyn before walking to far east. OMG MY FEEET ):
SHOPPING WAS FUNN! :DD
we lent each other money to buy clothes, so we became each other's sugardaddy! (:
like angel borrowed $36 from me to buy her top, which she wore to dance, and i borrowed $44 from carian to buy this green dress and i paid for her dance tickets. ok confuuuusing(:
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and it's DANCE CONCERT!!
we were there damn early cos i'd to collect tickets from michel's dad. hmm we saw geraldine from CSS1. err she was with justin and a bunch of soccer seniors. hmm /: julie said they were a couple. LOL.
ok apart from her, we sawwwww manymany other people. i saw you.. and her ):
(fast forward to the concert details)
err honestly i didn't really quite get the message of the SYF dance piece lol. ok i shall say it's too cheem for my substance-less brain to comprehend.
my favourite dances were the SAJC, NUS dances, our own tango dances(: so entertaining!
yeah omiting the fact that i'd to try to avoid your direction whenever you lean over to chat.. with her. ouch. did you hear the symphony of a breaking heart 3 rows behind? no.
hmm yeah and nostalgia came over me for a split second.
MY FEET WERE REALLY HURTING LIKE SHIT LIKE SIAO LIKE NO ONE'S BUSINESS!
then the dance ended. we cam whored abit at the lobby.. do you call that a lobby? hmm(:
but angel can't upload the PICTURES!! AHHH ANGELINAA!
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hmm anyway we took a bus back to the interchange and my second EC was on the same bus as me! WOWW :D
whatever so gayyyy(: yeah and actually i met both my ECs at the concert! lol i actually thought they'll watch the concert together but i was wrong ): sigh. for once i actually am happier watching second EC than first. sighsigh, bad dosage ):
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slept. without clearing the mess& i got pricked even more.
i know what your responses are gonna be like darlings, but i need a substitute. LOL HAHA

Friday, June 01, 2007
; 1:28 PM

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN TWIN SAM(UEL)!! :DD
may all your wishes come trueeee and speak up more more MORE haha or you'll seem so dao, you dao-kia (: hmm and your basketball skills will improve like no man's business& you'll be the basketball captain! lol! ^*(&%^#$#+@^& and you still haven't lend me your stomach yet booboo. put on more weight too please ((:


sigh. this is infuriating.
i've so much to blog about. the dance concert, the shopping spree at orchard. blahblah.
but i don't know where to start. HAHAHA and it's raining now. awww makes me wanna emo.. yeah emo with my math tutorials maybe (:
grrrrrrr. ok this is a gay post. i shall blog again later.
shall grab some food to eat now. LOL (: