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XUEWEN
CHARMAINE
MR.WILSON
CARIAN
JOSHUA
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"Everyone's so engrossed in finding their own happy endings
thay they tend to overlook the ones leaving their lives.. and those that should stay.
&for some people, their happy endings may just be something as simple as moving on.."

zzz. it's the last official day of school WHEE :D

and the closer i get i can't help but hide
so ashamed of my body and voice.
there are boundaries we pass in spite of war
but on our own, we can't seem to cross.

there are things we can change, if we choose to fight
but the walls of in justice are too high.
Y

SIGH. haven't been updating recently cos i'm S-T-R-E-S-S-E-D and T-I-R-E-D most of the time.
ROAR. promos suck (but it wouldn't suck so much if the stress helps me shed a few kilos. LOL)





i'm happy, but not extrememly. i'm feeling better relative to the post JCT period. yea thanks to the friends around me :D
HAHAHA i shall talk blog about this amusing incident that happened yesterday while walking home((:
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some disgusting pevert flashed at me while masturbating -.-
yucks. this is totally disgusting to the max. HAHAH but then he didn't get his cheap thrill i gues cos i just walked on like nothing happened, without even flinching an ich of my muscles. sorry uncle!
&thanks for the rude shock.


study break started yesterday
&i'm already missing the J2s. the mornings without them are pathetically silent (&i'm not used to that), the assembly ground is also so so empty (&i miss the heavy human traffic every morning before assembly) lol although there's more space in the canteen &the queues for food are shorter, there seem to be something that's missing somewhere - life. ohwells study hard dudes (EUGENE &MICHEL) HAHA :D and thanks eug for that postcard :DD
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and sooo after 2 long dreadful periods of bio, i was finally released! so i mugged abit with michel in the school lib and went to MP lib with bweeeeeena after that. zzz so mafan please HAH(:
lmao the journey to MPL was hilarious, with the participation of chin kai :D was laughing like mad pls! PIGS. lol &yes brina, chin kai does have a cute face ((:
zzz. i'm so tired now after laughing so much today. LOL



take a chill pill &a small fry dudes.

all i wanted to do is to please you
please myself by living my life too.


hmmm WHEEE my tiny wishes came true for the past few days :DD
seems like wishes only come true nearing the end of the term.
this should be enough.




roar. this whole week literally flew past me /:
tsk. and i think sometimes not knowing may be a blessing. at least it doesn't leave you pondering in front of the screen feeling (insert any negative emotions).
lol &that's not emo-ing ok. HAHAHHA (:

on a brighter note, i think i've fixed a few friendships. perhaps? LOL(:
or maybe... i should start noticing others' flaws (so i won't get disappointed each time)
HAHAHAA :D
oh oh and after 2 loooong years, i rewatched ms swan and hard gay cos brina asked me to. LOL
OMGG ms swan is still as frigging funny. the phone sex ep. was the best(:
"my legs are long enough to reach the ground!"

P.S HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

today wasn't exactly a very pleasant day for me. all because of PW. of all times i'd to leave the frigging file in my dad's car in the morning& the stupid deadline had to be that day &we didn't know. SO i had to rush back home to get the file and spend moeny cabbing down to school again. wth& get scolded for requesting for grace. hell to PW.

roarr. that spoilt the whole post ):

anyway after i mugged abit with michel in the lib after handing in the ultra slim file (rolls eyes) and went to eat at blackboard. ok he was the one who ate while i koped his super duper oilyfrily fries. ew /: but they tasted sinfully heavenly. caught up quite a bit.
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i would go the extra mile, if given the chance.

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH YILING!

wheeeee! finally watched Secret :DD with the pangsais. so we didn't watch 881. ooooomg the movie's so nice esp the twists. julie still cried after watching is twice lol and i cried too ): haha!


but then the stupidest thing's that i accidentally found out the secret online -.- roarr!

another overdued post. yes again.



THAIPAN-ed with the pangsais again last saturdayyy after mugging in the lib :D
chatted alot with julie on the way to mandarin garden &ahcher joined in the fun and it became.. an utter bitching session. roar!! :D HAHA cow's helplessly late &we waited till our butts flattened on the bus stop seats.
we ate.. butter squid, honey chicken, sambal kangkong &hotplate toufu!

we made a whole lot of noise in the restaurant. HAHAH but who cares as long as we're happy :D

and came.. THE CAMWHORING SESSION!!

fun moments :D

yeaaa and we're meeting up again tmr for mooovie. most probably 881 haha :DD

P.S qi yuwu is gayyyy &attached to xie shaoguang. O:

我后来发现你的侧脸
只是我脑子里面的一点残缺


i gave my previous post a thought.
there's no need to comprehend what i wrote.
anyway that was supposed to be a mouldy overdued ranting zillion years ago.
i think afterall.. i still won't choose to do anything to you.
well 'cause it kills my braincells to think of mean ways to disfigure the truth? maybe.
or perhaps..
it never did cross my mind right from the start that i'd do anything similar to what you chose to do.
tuck those hideous moments in the most tightly sealed pocket of your memory.
obliterate them even though they may come running back. oops sorry it doesn't concern me -shrugs.


(so start forgetting now.)

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!
:DD


omg the fireworks are exceptionally beautiful from my window today!
okk. time for my 9 o'clock show. toodles (:
additonal: tay ph is so hot! :)

i am really an utter MORON with a capital M.
I MUST BE FCUKING BLIND TO LET YOU TO RUIN ME.
why in the whole darn world did you even exist?
bastard.

you don't deserve my tears. not a single piece of me.
i was such an ass to forgive you.
your name now freezes my blood, spills my vocab of vulgarities.
go away.
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&i know you will never in your entire life come across this
but i still have to say this: you. dirtied. me. (and yourself)
so shut your trap &stop raking up those mouldy pages
of the hideous memory
'cause you brought things this way. not me.
this shameful mistake i committed.
fuck off and lead your own life. i'm glad that our paths won't cross again.





i promise that this will be the LAST post i'm ever going to mention this again.
you are still as fcuking disgusting.
this decayed piece of memory. argh