Tuesday, May 22, 2007
the wider smile :D; 12:03 PM
it's MONDAY. gawwd.. spells the beginning of WEEK TEN.
monday blues again and it got even bluer due to double GP period first thing in the morning.
rain. rain. rain. everytime rain. lol /:
seems like it always rains on monday morning. why huh. hmm haha(:
we got back our GP compre and i scored 24.5 over 50. lol how tyco. HAHA(:
anyway the entire class failed.
failure. i think everyone'e immune to failing already. seeing "see me"s or failing marks doesn't seem to make me flinch anymore.
ok so i failed my bio SPA (skill A), math lecture test and bio lecture test in one day.
demoralising. and i need to do something about it. really.
i think our class has been pissing ms.jiang off since term 2 started.
by not completing and bringing tutorials and i admit i'm amongst those. hmm.
but i tried to change. i'm trying my best to complete her tutorials and catch up with her tuts.
and i'm starting to empathise with her.
why don't you just try and complete her tutorials and stop lamenting that you could have done better for the tests/ feel lost for that topic?
it all boils down to self discipline.
yes charmaine, i feel bad for ms.jiang too.
seeing her feeling so pissed today and not able to express her displeasure entirely just adds on to the guilt in me.
but i doubt the others took her seriously.
same goes for other tutorials.
however, i don't know why. i'm forever feeling demoralised for bio. like i can never pass a single test.
so now i'm clear that i've pocketed 2 fails in my JCT -- GP & Biology.
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GAHHH and i'm not refering to anyone in particular here so, sorry if you feel offended.
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went home with brina after waiting for her to complete her PW discussion.
how i envy them, although i know nothing's perfect.
anyway we walked past the sports com and we saw gamma training for titans!
HAHAHS :D lol there we saw both small and BIG eugenes(: emo pantat joshua and some others.
we met coco and she was so sweeet(: the nominees bought cakes for those who didn't make it to HC.
so brina and i waited for her (and the cake) at the netball court while watching gamma train(x
lol small eugene looked so 'sayy' when he commanded the "UP"s and "DOWN"s. joshua was just some zuo-boh's hanging around. HAHA(: skinny-bony-waxed-legged boy.
lmao. and the funniest thing was that brina and i kept saying we're gonna leave after eating the cake but we ended up gossiping with gernaine till 6:30pm(:
awww but so sad we've to leave. cos gamma's moving on to the tracks and aunty's locking the gates already. haha 3 women is all it takes to constitute a market. (:
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i feel like hitting the sack now. it's 12:10am. geog essay still incomplete. i'm sorry but zzz monster's more important! so
toodles.
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when i see your smiletears roll down my face.sometimes i wonder..
if you really notice me
more than what i appear to be.
your hi-bye girl.