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"Everyone's so engrossed in finding their own happy endings
thay they tend to overlook the ones leaving their lives.. and those that should stay.
&for some people, their happy endings may just be something as simple as moving on.."


Sunday, January 02, 2011
into the new year; 11:54 PM

what i've learnt and experienced in 2010:
  1. not everything can have a happy ending. i played with fire, thinking that i could manage the situation well but i was wrong. i got burnt badly. things would not have turned out this way if i had put a stop to all the misunderstandings that i created. i admit my greediness to enjoy the feeling of being courted but i picked the wrong person to play with and hurt myself thoroughly.
  2. pleasing everyone, even at the compromise of what's right, will not exchange for happiness. yea you read it. i was really miserable pleasing people at the expense of my own happiness. in the end i did all the wrong things and paid a fucking huge price for it.
  3. the truth hurts, but sometimes being honest can salvage a lot of unnecessary damage. it sure stings, hearing the ugly truths about things. at least honesty can salvage trust.
  4. finding love again. i've found the most incredible and amazing person in 2010. you're right, i've been living a dan fucked up life before meeting you and i want to thank you for fixing my life, and accepting me for who i am even though i'm not so perfect. your love has given me the courage to live this second life that you've granted me.

what my 2011 resolutions are:

  1. not to be so naive anymore. not everything can be so pure and innocent.
  2. not to be too trusting.
  3. trust.
  4. spend more time maintaining relationships. i have always suck at maintaining friendships.
  5. to be a better girlfriend.
  6. love myself more. give it more patience and time.
  7. fix my awful grades ):