Tuesday, June 21, 2005
; 10:57 PM
this week's gonna be the most boring and worse week of my life.
homework. homework. homework. nothing but work. i'm grounded in a way man)= supposed to be playing lynette and partner tmr at her house -yawn- man.. i'm so bored now i cant even blog properly x= geez.. i cant go for the bbq tomorrow evening too!!! i didn't even manage to go to the airport today to pick JAY CHOU!! -regret- sighx.
i'm alone in the hall again, looking through the friendster pics and chatting to two(: i've been thinking. i miss you suddenly again. last night. now. i know i shouldn't. i imagine the twist if i'd not ruined everything. i still feel xyy(: who's gonna hear my turmoil? you're still part of me, i realise. hahs.. but who's gonna respond to me whenever i voice out my emotions? i'm ignored. completely. sometimes all i just wanna ask you is: you're healed already? i bleed. even now. do you even spare a thought for me? sighx.. i'm scarred. forever there. i'm still the fool who still holds on to that slightest ray of hope. maybe it's just my wishful thinking. yeah.. laugh at me people. ilu. my special friend.sweet dreams &. sleep tight