Sunday, July 03, 2005
; 10:33 AM
it's ten thirty something now in the morning. this post is gonna be a meaningless one i'm just so bored. so here i am trying to vent all my fustrations here =\ impossible larh.
i see people walk in and out of my life but it takes alot for someone to leave footprints in my heart. i'm just thinking there already aren't many people walking into my life, and more people are leaving.. i've been talking to charl regarding this sort of topics and she seems to agree with me too. but i guess she's still luckier than me.. at least. i still dunt understand why people are treated differently. ive been thinking kinda deep recently and i'm disappointed time and time again. bullshit.. when people appear so nice to you initially, now i finally understand what it meant by
the one who means the most to you hurts you the most.
i see everyone going in pairs or at least. you know.. that kinda definite one that will be there no matter what and you put your trust in them. i always thought i had one for primary school and secodary school but i just seems to me that they're always leaving me. it wasn't like once or twice.. it's everytime. why can't they spare a thought for me? i hate that bitter feeling. i was let down once in primary school and i sweared that i wont let it happen in secondary school. unfortunately it happened again. i mean.. people just dont give it a damn bout my feelings. why?
你站的方位 跟我中间隔着泪
i'm a girl.. with feelings too.