Sunday, July 17, 2005
; 5:04 PM
okays i think i'm really getting the moodbug. no mood for anything. my concentration and focus seem to waver. maybe it's just me. i let the least get into me )= no good sam.
wells..
ah ni called me during emath tuition and broke this shocking news to me. she said jules had fractured her collar bone. her left hand seemed affected too.. eh? anyway it's good to see her back home already but she's still in that cast )= i wanna pay her a visit sia but tennis ruined my schedule eurgh!! ni said that jules and gen slipped and fell cos it was raining and gen laid right on top of jules =X poor thang.. rest well julie(:
tsk.. i dunno if you'll ever come across this but i guess this is one of the better alternatives? anyways.. maybe that's how you think, then i can't do anything. but why dont you prove yourself wrong? there can be a normal friendship if you are willing to try, really. i don't wish to regret anything again in the future, whether it's for me or for you. give us a chance. we may be happier that way, who knows? i'm only waiting for you to nod. is this so hard?if i put this nicely, i was ditched.if i put this bluntly, my feelings are being toyed mercilessly.and i suppose you dont know how it feels like.. cos YOU AREN'T MADE USE OF. i am.it's impossible to eradicate me, or rather those memories.
they HAUNT.