Tuesday, July 12, 2005
; 8:01 PM
what have i done to deserve all these? don't i deserve any chance or what? i 've had enough of shit with my personnal problems and now now frigging brother's missing FCUK IT LARHS
eurgh.. I WANNA SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT NOW!!! I WANNA GO TO THE BEACH AND SCREEEEEEAM!! THIS WHOLE FCUKING PLACE IS JUST SUFFOCATING ME SOOO MUCH PLUS ALL THE STRESS I'M GONNA BURST SOON. NO ONE SEES IT.. NO ONE! NOT EVEN MY FAMILY OR MY CLOSEST ONES.
or maybe.. im a good actress afteralls. -bitter laugh-
i stumble i fall. but i'll never make it through
if you don't lend a hand.