Tuesday, August 23, 2005
; 5:59 PM
i think i've learnt more bout things around me these few days. and suprisingly, i've been quite frank and composed facing the ugly truth. just last week, i felt the similar pain i've went through before surging up within me. uncontrollable, but i guess i've learnt to protect myself. it dint hit me as hard. still, it stabbed me hard, real hard. why is it that i still hope to get a little something or another in return even though i've seen the ugly side of some people? 牵挂是种无法痊愈的伤痕.
and yesterday at sakae, we talked alot too. been confessing and advising and laughing so hard (it drove my troubles aside) and pigging out so much till i puked foam. hmms i've been thinking, i hadn't been true to myself or those around me enough. i'm sorry i dint answer truthfully)'= i'm just cheating myself. i couldn't digest the truth tho it's been a few days old. sighx. no matter what, the ugly side of truth will always hurt.
你却把我当作敌人假装失去我的记忆 为了隐藏以前痛苦回忆