Saturday, July 14, 2007
IRREPLACABLE; 9:43 PM
hmmmmm. seems like no words can express my emotions now. haha ehhh but it's a good thing(:
i'm feeling.. complete? satisfied? happy? no idea. i guess it's a pinch of everything. lol. been spending precious time with clique psp& i've been loving it. not only me, everyone had(: yesyes.. every moment.
sigh. it puzzles me whenever i feel down/emo/restless/blank in school for no particular reasons. maybe it's just post JCTs. maybe? i don't know. really. i'm sorry but i just couldn't make myself happy or alive /: hmmm however, i've been enjoying myself in the preparations of:
1. jingchun's birthday (7th july)
2. jingchun's departure (11th july)
3. julie's birthday (11th july)
4. fawn's birthday (13th july)
it's been really really really a busy week for everyone of us, especially cow xinni and i. lol cos it's not our birthdays -.- cracking our brains to think of presents& types of suprises. HAHA come to think about it, it's been a tradition for us to plan suprises for everyone's birthday in the clique :D roarr. nehneh & it's the busiest (and broke-est) time of the year - july. boo and i'll always burn a HUGGEEE hole in my pocket. i'm serious that's why im having tao hueyy everyday for breaks. AHAH(: kidding.
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lol anyway some tj stuff.. i'm so dead and i'm feeling kind of demoralised for bio ): i know i havent been trying my best yet but then she's not helping me much either. and i hate it. i hate it. she's not inspiring like peck& all she does is admonish you& accuse you for talking at the back of the class when you are not. just because i'm not like the rest who always completes their tut on time& can answer whatever questions you fire at them& the rest are always so quiet and not talking in class& i'm not participating actively in class. whatever. i always dread your classes. if i feel down that day, you double my unhappiness& sorrows. i know you're gonna speak to me regarding my jct. i know i'm gonna get a "see me" written on all my assessments& all. i'm accustomed to it yet i dread it. i hate the way you look at me. your penetrating stare. ARGH. sigh i think you don't even deserve a paragraph.