Friday, March 28, 2008
; 10:16 PM
hmm. this blog's becoming an escape for me whenever i'm down.
myfc_k, this week's been awfully bitter. nothing's been right ever since the m'sia trip.
what happened exactly?
i made a choice to face up to the ugly truth about friendships. &everyone knows, the truth hurts.
furthermore i discovered some more stinging truth about myself in this whole friendship mess.
&it seems that whatever i do or say's wrong. i needed to seek solace somewhere..
but i never got to
my listening ear. ahh whatever. anyways the bottomline's just
i am not a substitute. i don't have to fade away silently whenever she's around &take her place when she's gone.
that was just mess number one.
mess number two. i should/need to:
1. mature
2. lock my active imagination
3. put more faith in trust
4. rip out the scars of history.
i
don't want won't let history to make it's comeback. yes?
pssst.. i know you've been very tired lately. &thankyou so so so much for the gift i rlly love it &all the problems mattered no more for a moment.