Tuesday, April 08, 2008
; 8:46 PM
i really hate to admit that i dislike waking up in the morning everyday.
i just hope for a morning which i won't be awaken by disturbed thoughts/stress &be haunted by them for the rest of the morning.
it all comes running back - that feeling.yea &i hate having to find all sorts of reasons to make myself feel better.
i'm like a balloon that's gonna burst anytime.. there's too much fears doubts stress worries bottling up inside.
but i've to deal with it anyway. they just won't leave.
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on a ______ note, i think i've adapted to the new communication method between us,
&it stings y'noe.
seeing my phone hurts.
but i'm getting numb.
BUT i'm gonna be strong &fix the problem.