SAMANTHA

hear tis' sweet-nothings

"Everyone's so engrossed in finding their own happy endings
thay they tend to overlook the ones leaving their lives.. and those that should stay.
&for some people, their happy endings may just be something as simple as moving on.."

Sunday, April 20, 2008

what's left of me; 10:21 PM

i'm fine already,
at least i'm loving my laughter &smiles again(:
almost seven days of singlesville's life again. nothing special just.. an emptiness i can't lay my finger on.
but i know Time's the answer to all. Time will bleach heartbreaks &frame memories.

you're not the person that you used to be
the one i want who wanted me
and that's a shame but

i'd hug those who have helped me through the toughest times, you know who you are.
seeing me crumble in tears &playing awesome audiences.
thankyou.

there's only so many tears that you can cry
before it drains the light right from your eyes
and i can't go on that way

i'm glad my family's there for me too. unlike previously where i only had my pillow &the nights to confide in.
yea xuewen you're right, nothing beats having your family to play audiences.

well.. this is a closure to a very special chapter of my life.
i guess we're both not mature enough to handle a mature rship.
i realise my presence was already a kind of stress to you.
you're not strong enough to handle stress &time.
our mistake for finding excuses to cover up the problems.
my only regret is not being given a chance to work things out tgt with you.

and how could we quit something
we never even tried
well you still can't tell me why

anyway, thx for everything since the day we met. all the best(:

and so i'm letting go of everything we were
it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt

we built it up to watch it fall
like we meant nothing at all
i gave and gave the best of me
but couldn't give you what you need

you walked away
you stole my life
just to find what you're looking for
but no matter how i try
i can't hate you anymore